Yozora ni Shizumu

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夜空に沈む (yozora ni shizumu)

Title: 夜空に沈む (yozora ni shizumu) – sinking into the night sky
Arrange & Lyrics: 岸田 (Kishida)
Vocals: ichigo
Album: hack/SLASH
Original Arrange

i promised this since like, forever? well so here it is, sorry it took so long -.-

*取り残され沈むように : “i start sinking as i was left behind” – well english isn’t my mother language, but the tense sounds wrong here… i’d be glad if someone could tell me how to say it instead
*どうせ誰かがやるしかないのさ : not sure whether i got this right


よく澄んでいて今日も憂鬱だな
日頃の行いは 悪くないはずだ
暗い闇の中 慣れすぎている
それ自体が証明
ろくなモノじゃないな

yoku sunde ite kyou mo yuuutsu da na
higoro no okonai wa warukunai hazu da
kurai yami no naka naresugite iru
sore jitai ga shoumei
rokuna mono ja nai na

it‘s clearing up well, today’s melancholy
my behaviour shouldn’t be this bad
but this deep darkness is just too familiar
that itself is proof enough
it seems rather unpleasant

言い繕っても僕の居場所は
どうせここしかあるはずがない

iitsukurotte mo boku no ibasho ha
douse koko shika aru hazu ga nai

even if i sugarcoat it, in the end
this is not the place i should be

冬の空と夜の空気
冷たさだけ馴染んでいく
あと少しで音が消える
取り残され沈むように

fuyu no sora to yoru no kuuki
tsumetasa dake najinde yuku
ato sukoshi de oto ga kieru
torinokosare shizumu you ni

the winter sky and the night air
i’ll just get used to the coldness
and little by little, the noises disappear
i start sinking as i was left behind

僕はと言えば 風も光も
障害物と認識している
そんな価値観で生きてていいの?
なんて思った ことくらいはあるさ

boku ha to ieba kaze mo hikari mo
shougaibutsu to ninshiki shite iru
sonna kachikan de ikitete ii no?
nante omotta koto kurai wa aru sa

if i were to speak about wind and light;
i’d recognize them as obstacles
is it alright to live with values like that?
that’s more than i thought it was

好きなわけじゃないはずだけど
どうせ誰かがやるしかないのさ

suki na wake ja nai hazu dakedo
douse dareka ga yaru shika nai no sa

there is no way i like doing this but
i don’t have a choice, someone has got to do it

止まる呼吸この瞬間に
世界を掴み精緻を成す
あと少しで今日も終わる
一筋だけ痕を残す

tomaru kokyuu kono shunkan ni
sekai wo tsukami seichi wo nasu
ato sukoshi de kyou mo owaru
hitosuji dake ato wo nokosu

i stop my breath this moment
and try to fathom this world with precision
just a little longer and today will end
leaving but a single mark

言い繕っても僕の居場所は
どうせここしかあるはずがない

iitsukurotte mo boku no ibasho wa
douse koko shika aru hazu ga nai

even if i sugarcoat it, in the end
this is not the place i should be

冬の空と夜の空気
冷たさだけ馴染んでいく
あと少しで音が消える
取り残され沈むように

fuyu no sora to yoru no kuuki
tsumetasa dake najinde yuku
ato sukoshi de oto ga kieru
torinokosare shizumu you ni

the winter sky and the night air
i’ll just get used to the coldness
and little by little, the noises disappear
i start sinking as i was left behind

Hack&Slash

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Hack&Slash

Circle: 岸田教団 & THE明星ロケッツ (Kishida Kyoudan & THE Akeboshi Rockets)
Arrange: 岸田 (Kishida)
Vocal: ichigo
Album: hack/SLASH
Original Arrangement

i feel so productive these days, it’s awesome.
And again, i have troubles finding a picture for this, sorry~

*カタはつかないぜ: i have not a single clue why it says カタ (kata) in katakana instead of hiragana, that’s why i had to guess where it derives from. i went with 過多 since it fits the content.
*しかない: this also made me wonder; しか…ない (shika…nai) means “only/ just etc”while しかない is “not having a choice” (see also last phrase of the lyrics)
*微笑む神: lit. “a laughing god”
*君の正義を証明して くれる人は現れない: i think して くれる belongs together


決まりきった選択肢
どうせ同じさ
セオリーはいつだって
僕らを裏切っていく
kimarikitta sentakushi
douse onaji sa
seorii wa itsu datte
bokura wo uragitte yuku

the choices we made
were always the same in the end
and our theory has always
come to betray us somehow

感情論程度ではカタはつかないぜ
望む未来があるなら
犠牲と覚悟が必要だ
kanjouron teido dewa kata wa tsukanai ze
nozomu mirai ga aru nara
gisei to kakugo ga hitsuyou da

i cannot use emotional arguments excessively, so
if the desired future does exist
sacrifice and determination are inevitable

笑えないけど
君もそう思うだろう?
そんなもんさ
waraenai kedo
kimi mo sou omou darou?
sonna mon sa

you’re not smiling but
don’t you think the same?
about those things

夢や希望や幻想だけじゃ
確度が一つも足りやしない
甘えも緩さも親愛も
勝者のぜいたく品でしかない
yume ya kibou ya gensou dake ja
kakudo ga hitotsu mo tari yashinai
amae mo yurusa mo shin’ai mo
shousha no zeitakuhin de shika nai

dreams and hopes are mere illusions
my determination alone is not enough
overreliance, forgiveness, affection
are not the luxury of a winner alone

全てを終えてしまうまでは
何も知らないほうがいい
途中経過には意味がない
最後が一番大事だからさ
subete wo oeteshimau made wa
nani mo shiranai hou ga ii
tochuu keika ni wa imi ga nai
saigo ga ichiban daiji dakara sa

until i have brought everything to a close
i’m better off not knowing anything
even the current process doesn’t matter
because the end is most important

リスクを愛せない奴に
微笑む神はいない
あいつら多分だけど
かなり性格悪いぜ
risuku wo aisenai yatsu ni
hohoemu kami wa inai
aitsura tabun dakedo
kanari seikaku warui ze

for those who don’t love the risk
there’s no benevolent god
but they probably have
a pretty fucked up personality

優しさで現状は動かない
yasashisa de genjou wa ugokanai

kindness will not change the situation we’re in

愛した世界 信じた未来
僕に必要なものではない
殺傷力さえあれば
大体は上手くいくことが多い
全てを救うなんて今すぐ
諦めたほうがいいんじゃない?
正しいってことはいつでも
大体一番残酷だからさ
aishita sekai shinjita mirai
boku ni hitsuyou na mono dewa nai
sasshou ryoku sae areba
daitai wa umaku iku koto ga ooi
subete wo sukuu nante ima sugu
akirameta hou ga ii n ja nai?
tadashii tte koto wa itsu demo
daitai ichiban zankoku dakara sa

the world i loved, the future i believed in
to me, there‘s no need for them anymore
even if i had the power to kill
on the whole, it often went well
but saving everything right now…
shouldn’t we just give it up?
because the “right“ things are
always the cruelest ones

確実に一手ずつ積み上げろ
手順を守る奴を嘲笑え
君の正義を証明して
くれる人は現れない
kakujitsu ni itte zutsu tsumiagero
tejun wo mamoru yatsu wo warae
kimi no seigi wo shoumei shite
kureru hito wa arawarenai

i rebuild my certainty one-handedly
while laughing at the guy keeping order
you don’t appear as a person who
could prove his justice to me

全ての現実には
慣性というものが働く
動き出したものはすぐには
止まれないものなんだ
くだらないものが残っていく
理由なんてたったそれだけ
大層なストーリーなんて
この程度のものでしかないからさ
subete no genjitsu ni wa
kansei toiu mono ga hataraku
ugokidashita mono wa sugu ni wa
tomarenai mono nanda
kudaranai mono ga nokotte iku
riyuu nante tatta sore dake
taisou na sutoorii nante
kono teido no mono de shika nai kara sa

the entire reality acts as
something called inertia
all of the things that moved have
suddenly become unstoppable
now the boring things will remain
and that‘s the only reason there is
because of this exaggerated story
we don’t have a choice with things on this scale

trickystance

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trickystance

Circle: 岸田教団 & THE明星ロケッツ
Arrange: 岸田 (Kishida)
Vocal: ichigo
Album: hack/SLASH
Original Arrangement

uhm..i’m finally back after a week of laziness ^^
All that is missing from hack/SLASH are now 夜空に沈む, Hack&Slash, structure and FF. I’ll say this again, i do not have lyrics for qualia but as soon as i find them, i’ll translate it.

*存在意義: also “meaning of life” =” raison d’être
*
人の在りようくらい自分で決めていいだろ: ~”rather than having some role models decide for me, i want to decide for myself”
*後出し : actually  後出 is “koushutsu”, but somehow 後出し is read as “atodashi”


人の在りようくらい自分で決めていいだろ
他人のジョークを本気にするだけ無駄だぜ
hito no ari you kurai jibun de kimete ii daro
tanin no jooku wo honki ni suru dake muda da ze

rather than people’s role models i want to decide for myself
just taking other’s jokes seriously is pointless after all

君の哲学のSlashbeat 刻むように叫べ
大体あってればいいのさ
kimi no tetsugaku no Slashbeat kizamu you ni sakebe
daitai attereba ii no sa

come on and scream to set your philososphy’s slashbeat
it’d be nice if it happened at all

言葉だけで救われるとか
僕は信じる気がしないから
kotoba dake de sukuwareru toka
boku wa shinjiru ki ga shinai kara

and i can be saved through words alone
because i have no interest in believing

高速のFeeling くだらないStoryLine
台無しにしたらマシになるかもね
完全なTricky 思い出し笑いさ
楽しくないことをする気はない
kousoku no Feeling kudaranai StoryLine
dainashi ni shitara mashi ni naru kamo ne
kanzen na Tricky omoidashi warai sa
tanoshikunai koto wo suru ki wa nai

this fleeting feeling and the crappy story line
it might be better if i just mess it all up
completely tricky, i remember the laughter
i don’t feel like doing something boring

無駄なことってのは 生命の冗長性さ
不必要でも安易に切り捨ててはいけない
なんて言い訳を真に受けるんじゃないぜ
半分は本当なんだけど
muda na koto tte no wa seimei no jouchousei sa
fuhitsuyou demo an’i ni kirisutete wa ikenai
nante iiwake wo maniukerun ja nai ze
hanbun wa hontou nanda kedo

useless things are life’s redundancy
it’s unnecessary but i can’t throw away my carelessness
and i can’t take your excuses seriously anymore
because only half of them are true

適当な事を言ってるだけで
気が晴れるもんさ
tekitou na koto wo itteru dake de
ki ga hareru mon sa

only saying reasonable things
is what makes me liven up

真剣なDistance 無意味なpapercut
安心させるようじゃまだ駄目だね
完璧なTricky どうでもいいね
存在意義にも色々あるのさ
shinken na Distance muimi na papercut
anshin saseru you ja mada dame da ne
kanpeki na Tricky dou demo ii ne
sonzai igi ni mo iroiro aru no sa

the serious distance, a meaningless papercut
it’s way too early to rest at ease just yet
absolutely tricky, but i don’t give a damn
my raison d’être is versatile after all

信用がないくらいは別にいい
大切な事を忘れないように
shinyou ga nai kurai wa betsu ni ii
taisetsu na koto wo wasurenai you ni

i don’t have much trust in you, but whatever
i cannot lose sight of what’s important to me

逆説のreliance 反証のreliable
重ね合わせている猫のように
完全なTricky 後出しでもいいさ
意味なんて分からなくてもいい
最初から目的すらないから
gyakusetsu no reliance hanshou no reliable
kasaneawasete iru neko no you ni
kanzen na Tricky atodashi demo ii sa
imi nante wakaranakute mo ii
saisho kara mokuteki suranai kara

paradox reliance, counter-evidence reliable
it is blending in just like a cat
completely tricky, a late explanation but that’s okay
it’s fine even if you don’t understand its meaning
because it didn’t have a purpose from the beginning

indigo

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indigo

Title: インディゴ (indigo)
Circle: 岸田教団 & THE明星ロケッツ
Arrange: 岸田 (Kishida) , ichigo
Vocal: ichigo
Album: hack/SLASH
Original Arrangement

indigo is a purplish-blue colour, for those who don’t know. couldn’t decide whether to choose a picture that fits with the title or the lyrics. The translation isn’t too literal this time, maybe a bit sloppy. sorry about that.

*満たない月: literally “the not waxing moon”
* 道連れ: i don’t think “companion” is literally meant here
*月見ルように想えたなら: i totally have no clue if i got this right
*君なんかって離れる理由を探すのに: lack of pronouns, so it could be either ” a reason for you to leave me” or “a reason to leave you/ to break up”


いのちの密度を測るように愛してた
寄り添えない角度で傷つくのに
水面に揺られて沈む満たない月が
ふたりを照らして
inochi no mitsudo wo hakaru you ni aishiteta
yorisoenai kakudo de kizutsuku no ni
minamo ni yurarete shizumu mitanai tsuki ga
futari wo terashite

i loved you enough to measure the weight of life
though i did not cling to my position, i got hurt
swaying on the water surface and sinking, the waning moon
shines on the both of us

遠くの星空届かない距離にまで
美しくもない饗に酔って道連れ
水面に揺られて沈む満たない月に
片思いしてよぼくのせいにして
tooku no hoshizora todokanai kyori ni made
utsukushiku mo nai kyou ni yotte michidzure
minamo ni yurarete shizumu mitanai tsuki ni
kataomoi shite yo boku no sei ni shite

not reaching far into the distance of this starry sky
a companion that intoxicates me on this distasteful banquet
swaying on the water surface and sinking, to the waning moon
my unrequited love, i am to blame

間違いばかり選びつづけている
泣きたい夜に
machigai bakari erabi tsudzukete iru
nakitai yoru ni

i only keep chosing what mistakes to make
at night when i want to cry

月見ルように想えたなら
答えなんていらないって言えたはずさ
手を離して落ちる夢は
君の指に染みついた切なく深い青
tsukimiru you ni omoetanara
kotae nante iranai tte ieta hazu sa
te wo hanashite ochiru yume wa
kimi no yubi ni shimitsuita setsunaku fukai ao

if only i could remember so that i can look at the moon
i should have just said i don’t need an answer
after letting go of your hand, the dream i fall into
ingrained into your finger,a deep, painful indigo

壊れたばかりの欠片で手を切る
眺めるばかりできっと痕になる
kowareta bakari no kakera de te wo kiru
nagameru bakari de kitto ato ni naru

the broken pieces only cut my fingers
just by looking at them, they’ll surely leave scars

君なんかって離れる理由を探すのに
また近づいていく、どうしたらいい?
kimi nanka tte hanareru riyuu wo sagasu no ni
mata chikadzuite iku, doushitara ii?

i’m searching for a reason for you to leave me and yet
we’re becoming closer again, what should i do?

月見ルように想えたなら
今も其処に居ただろうかって笑って
手を伸ばして落ちる夢は
君の指に染み付いた儚く深い青
tsukimiru you ni omoetanara
ima mo sono tokoro ni itadarou ka tte waratte
te wo nobashite ochiru yume wa
kimi no yubi ni shimitsuita hakanaku fukai ao

if i remembered it like watching the moon
why have i been at that place until now, i laugh
after letting go of your hand, the dream i fall into
ingrained into your finger, a deep, endless indigo

Kemononodansu

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Kemononodansu

ケモノノダンス
Dance of Beasts

Circle: 岸田教団 & THE明星ロケッツ
Arrange: 岸田 (Kishida)
Vocal: ichigo
Album: hack/SLASH
Original Arrangement

First off, i want to apologize to Chii for totally ruining this song! That is because to me, the lyrics make no sense at all, like, absolutely no sense…I really had a hard time translating this, so i am sorry if it sounds horrible and nonsensical to you :(
Second, i would greatly appreciate it if one of my fellow translators could take a look at this so that i can correct possible mistakes!Third, what (i think) this song is about: relationship drama. The lyrics are from a guy’s perspective, the girl is being indecisive all the time, having mood swings even. Deep within, both know that their relationship is strained/on-off, but they just try to hide the fact, laughing it off and not wanting to think about it all (thus the dance). But this is just my opinion on this, please interpret however you like! Picture is random ‘cus i am uncreative.

Thanks to Releska for the help!
and also, i will revise this again when i have more knowledge about the passive.

*宣戦布告も戦闘不能も: “declaration of war, the inability to fight”-> that is what the girl does, starting a fight but not being able to continue
*僕が笑ったって不機嫌すぎる目に見られて陣中: the guy is pissed off by her indecisiveness, but decides that if she starts a fight, she will get it, no matter what. 見られて is actually a passive form.
*僕はもう輪郭もないさ: lit. “i don’t have outlines anymore”
*柔らかな指で触られて心中: this made me confused since i do not know how the words are connected (notice the commas). I translated 触られて with “thrilled”, but lit. it is “touched”. My explanation is that the guy thinks about how much they fight, so  both (or probably just him)think they’d be better off dead
*君の何: had no clue what this actually is supposed to mean.


「手を離してよ」 彼女は言う
「手を繋いでよ」 彼女は言う
宣戦布告も戦闘不能もいつだって君次第だなってほんと
“te wo hanashite yo” kanojo wa iu
“te wo tsunaide yo” kanojo wa iu
sensen fukoku mo sentou funou mo itsu datte kimi shidai da natte honto

  “just let go of my hand“ she says
  “let us hold hands, okay“ she says
you say “declarations of war and being unable to fight are always up to you” but really…

僕が笑ったって不機嫌すぎる目に見られて陣中!
boku ga warattatte fukigen sugiru me ni mirarete jinchuu!

even if i laugh too moodily, my eyes clearly see the battlefield!

DANCEだ、ダンス!
踊れよ不乱に
此処はもう真空のフロアー
DANCEだ、ダンス!
夢なら無惨に朽ち果てボロになった
DANCEだ、ダンス!
踊れよ不断に
僕はもう輪郭もないさ
屠られ愛に塗れて捨てられて笑ってやるさ
DANCE da, dansu!
odoreyo furan ni
koko wa mou shinkuu no furoaa
DANCE da, dansu!
yume nara muzan ni kuchihate boro ni natta
DANCE da, dansu!
odoreyo fudan ni
boku wa mou rinkaku mo nai sa
hofurare ai ni mamirete suterarete waratte yaru sa

it’s a DANCE, so dance!
let’s whirl carelessly
the floor here is already airvoid
it’s a DANCE, so dance!
if it’s a dream then it will rot to misery, be torn to pieces
it’s a DANCE, so dance!
let’s swing continually
my outlines have already faded
tainted in slaughtered love, thrown away, just laugh it off

「こっちみないでよ」 彼女は言う
「こっちみていてよ」 彼女は言う
変幻自在の不確定なルールはいつだって君次第だなってほんと
“kocchi minai de yo” kanojo wa iu
“kocchi mite ite yo” kanojo wa iu
hengenjizai no fukakutei na ruuru wa itsu datte kimi shidai da natte honto

 “please don’t look at me“ she says
  “please look over here“ she says
you say “the rules of your polymorphous uncertainty are always up to you” but really…

僕が仕返したって柔らかな指で触られて心中!
boku ga shikaeshita tte yawaraka na yubi de furerarete shinjuu!

even if i take revenge, with my soft fingers, i’m thrilled by double suicide!

DANCEだ、ダンス!
踊れよ不乱に
此処はもう天国じゃないか?
DANCEだ、ダンス!
断れよ男子、無理だなぁ本能だった
DANCEだ、ダンス!
踊れよ不断に
僕らもう地獄確定さ
壊して直して嫌ってまた壊すくせに愛してる
DANCE da, dansu!
odoreyo furan ni
koko wa mou tengoku ja nai ka?
DANCE da, dansu!
kotowareyo danshi, muri da naa honnou datta
DANCE da, dansu!
odoreyo fudan ni
bokura mou jigoku kakutei sa
kowashite naoshite kiratte mata kowasu kuse ni aishiteru

it’s a DANCE, so dance!
let’s whirl carelessly
isn’t this here heaven yet?
it’s a DANCE, so dance!
refuse it, boys, it really is an impossible instinct
it’s a DANCE, so dance!
let’s swing continually
we realized this is already hell now
destroy it, fix it, hate it and break it again, but even so i love you

どうして君の何が僕を開いたり閉じたりさせるんだろう
doushite kimi no nani ga boku wo hiraitari tojitari saseru ndarou

why does something in you make me open up sometimes, make me shut myself?

DANCEだ、ダンス!
踊れよ不乱に
此処はもう真空のフロアー
DANCEだ、ダンス!
夢なら無惨に朽ち果てボロになった
DANCEだ、ダンス!
踊れよ不断に
僕はもう輪郭もないさ
屠られ愛に塗れて捨てられて笑ってやるさ
DANCE da, dansu!
odoreyo furan ni
koko wa mou shinkuu no furoaa
DANCE da, dansu!
yume nara muzan ni kuchihate boro ni natta
DANCE da, dansu!
odoreyo fudan ni
boku wa mou rinkaku mo nai sa
hofurare ai ni mamirete suterarete waratte yaru sa

it’s a DANCE, so dance!
let’s whirl carelessly
the floor here is already airvoid
it’s a DANCE, so dance!
if it’s a dream then it will rot to misery, be torn to pieces
it’s a DANCE, so dance!
let’s swing continually
my outlines have already faded
tainted in slaughtered love, thrown away, just laugh it off

another

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another

Circle: 岸田教団 & THE明星ロケッツ
Arrange: 岸田 (Kishida) , ichigo
Vocal: ichigo
Album: hack/SLASH
Original Arrangement

another and hack on the world are my absolute favourites from hack/SLASH.
AND, yes, i will translate the whole album !
also, i split the lyrics at some parts so that the verse wouldn’t be too long.
i’m sorry for not finding a good picture for this one, forgive me :)

*駆動音: i don’t know what this is referring to, sorry~
*太陽めいた紛い物: well here i had difficulties with めいた, i assume it derives from 滅入る
*目隠しして見通せなくしてよ、どうか: i think here, the して can mean “do this for me”, that is why i translated どうか with “please” as some kind of request
*手放す: means either “giving up” or “letting go”
*誰かが言った「幸せになる権利」を行使して生きていいよね: literally “someone once said living according to the “right to happiness“ is good”
*
ぼくだって: ~“even i deserve to be happy”


明けない夜みたいだ
呼吸さえ煩わしい
ループする駆動音だけが
鼓動のように優しい
akenai yoru mitai da
kokyuu sae wazurawashii
ruupu suru kudou on dake ga
kodou no you ni yasashii

what seems like an endless night
makes it difficult breathing
only the drive sound repeats
gently, like this heartbeat

神様、どうして僕だけこんなに不完全にしたの?
愛されたいと願うこと 壊されたいと嘆くこと
kamisama, doushite boku dake konna ni fukanzen ni shita no?
aisaretai to negau koto kowasaretai to nageku koto

God, why have you only made me an incomplete being?
i want to be loved, i lament that i want to be broken

もう、いやなんだ衝動が
心臓をとりだして動けなくしてよ、どうか
mou, iya nanda shoudou ga
shinzou wo toridashite ugokenaku shite yo, douka

again, this sickening impulse
has ripped out my heart, so please just make it stop

cry out
焦がれたくないよ
息をひそめるように泣いて
見上げるだけなら何故生まれて来たんだろう
cry out
kogaretakunai yo
iki wo hisomeru you ni naite
miageru dake nara naze umarete kitandarou

cry out
i don’t want to yearn for it
holding my breath as i cry
if i only ever look up, then why was i even born ?

果てない問いみたいだ
真っ暗な僕を照らす
愛されたいと願わせる
太陽めいた紛い物
hatenai toi mitai da
makkura na boku wo terasu
aisaretai to negawaseru
taiyou meita magaimono

what seems like a neverending problem
shines on this pitch-black me
it makes me want to be loved
 a fake sun weighs me down

もう、嫌なんだ弱いのが
いっそ目隠しして見通せなくしてよ、どうか
mou, iya nanda yowai no ga
isso mekakushi shite mitoosenaku shite yo, douka

again, i hate being weak like this
i’d rather be blindfolded, not foreseeing anything, so please-

明るくはないけれどすがるには十分すぎる
光に手を伸ばした
akaruku wa nai keredo sugaru ni wa juubun sugiru
hikari ni te wo nobashita

it may not be bright,but clinging to it is more than enough
i reach out to the light

cry out
感じたくないよ
未知を認めるように抱いて
手放すだけなら何故好きだと笑ったの?
cry out
kanjitakunai yo
michi wo mitomeru you ni daite
tebanasu dake nara naze suki da to waratta no?

cry out
i don’t want to feel this
seeing the way as i hold it close
if it’s just giving up, why do i smile and say that i like it?

誰かが言った「幸せになる権利」を行使して生きていいよね、
ぼくだって
dareka ga itta “shiawase ni naru kenri” wo koushi shite ikite ii yo ne,
boku datte

someone once said “everyone deserves to become happy in life“,
that counts even for me

もう、いやなんだ衝動が
心臓をとりだして動けなくしてよ、どうか
mou, iya nanda shoudou ga
shinzou wo toridashite ugokenaku shite yo, douka

again, this sickening impulse
has ripped out my heart, so please just make it stop

cry out
焦がれたくないよ
息をひそめるように泣いて
見上げるだけなら何故生まれて来たんだろう
cry out
kogaretakunai yo
iki wo hisomeru you ni naite
miageru dake nara naze umarete kitandarou

cry out
i don’t want to yearn for it
holding my breath as i cry
if i only ever look up, then why was i even born ?

Hack on the world

hackslash

Hack on the World

Circle: 岸田教団 & THE明星ロケッツ
Arrange: 岸田 (Kishida)
Vocal: ichigo
Album: hack/SLASH
Original Arrangement

Awesome. Just awesome.
Lyrics by friedworld, thanks for that.

*最低の運ゲーなんだ: ~ close to no chance of “winning”
*君にとってのイージーモードは: aren’t we all actually playing life on hard mode…
*弱者: in fact, 弱者 means “weakling, the weak”, however it is pronounced as 一人; it seems the speaker includes herself when she says “weaklings”, because she isn’t playing on “easy mode” (see above)
*敗北の二文字はない: wordplay; defeat (敗北) has two characters, 敗 and 北, literally it says “these aren’t the two characters of defeat” -> “not being defeated yet”


生まれてきた時点で
避けられないのは
人生というどうかと
思うゲームへの招待
umarete kita jiten de
sakerarenai no wa
jinsei to iu douka to
omou geemu e no shoutai

at the time when i was born
i could not stop myself from
thinking whether somehow
this life is my game invitation

勝利条件は曖昧
スタート地点も不公平
完全ランダム方式
最低の運ゲーなんだ
shouri jouken wa aimai
sutaato chiten mo fukouhei
kanzen randamu houshiki
saitei no un gee nanda

victory conditions are ambiguous
the starting point is unfair
the method completely random
what a game of minimal luck

It is hell here I live forever

それでもどこかに道はあるのさ
soredemo dokoka ni michi wa aru no sa

but still, there must be a way somewhere, somehow

Live on World’s end
それがどうした?
潔さなんていらない
諦めるくらいなら
死んだほうがマシさ
Hack on the World
冗談じゃない!
終了の合図はまだだ
このままでいいはずがない

Live on World’s end
sore ga doushita?
isagiyosa nante iranai
akirameru kurai nara
shinda hou ga mashi sa
Hack on the World
joudan ja nai!
shuuryou no aizu wa mada da
kono mama de ii hazu ga nai

Live on world’s end
so what about it?
i don’t need fearlessness
if i really give up  at least
i am better off dead
hack on the world
i’m not joking!
it’s not the end signal yet
there’s no way i’m okay with this

君にとってのイージーモードは
とても退屈なんだろう
焼けつくような速度で
神経が走り出す
kimi ni totte no iijii moodo wa
totemo taikutsu na ndarou
yaketsuku you na sokudo de
shinkei ga hashiridasu

i suppose playing on easy mode
is just plain boring for you
with a blazing speed like this
your nerves break into a run

予想外なのはいいね
残念だけれど
yosougai na no wa ii ne
zannen da keredo

the unexpected really is nice, right?
how unfortunate though

興味がないことは 人間には
出来やしないもんさ
建設的に考えてみよう
案外と簡単なもんだ
kyoumi ga nai koto wa ningen ni wa
deki yashinai mon sa
kensetsuteki ni kangaete miyou
angai to kantan na mon da

being uninterested in things is something
that humans cannot possibly do
let us try thinking constructively
then the unforeseen will become easy

Live on descent
それがどうした?
敗北の二文字はない
弱者には譲れない何かがあるって
Hack on the World
冗談じゃない!
最後の仕掛けはどうだい
なかなかいい趣味だろう
Live on descent
sore ga doushita?
haiboku no nimoji wa nai
hitori ni wa yuzurenai nanika ga aru tte
Hack on the World
joudan ja nai!
saigo no shikake wa dou dai
nakanaka ii shumi darou

live on descent
so what about it?
i will not be defeated just yet
it’s something the weak won’t back away from
hack on the world

i’m not joking!
how do you like this last trick?
this is truly just to my liking

Live on World’s end
それがどうした?
潔さなんていらない
諦めるくらいなら
死んだほうがマシさ
Hack on the World
冗談じゃない!
終了の合図がきたぜ
悪くない気分だろう?
Live on World’s end
sore ga doushita?
isagiyosa nante iranai
akirameru kurai nara
shinda hou ga mashi sa
Hack on the World
joudan ja nai!
shuuryou no aizu ga kita ze
warukunai kibun darou?

Live on world’s end
so what about it?
i don’t need fearlessness
if i really give up  at least
i am better off dead
hack on the world
i’m not joking!
the end signal has finally come
this isn’t too bad, is it?